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Andersson Publishing works with authors on both fiction and non-fiction books, from short how-to guides to autobiographical works of 300+ pages. We'll work with authors on novels, short fiction, poetry, non-fiction, essays, reports, and personal memoirs. We don't do explicit sex or porn, right-wing hardcore politics, or anything resembling racism or hate attitudes. We're also not interested in "private label rights" or "internet marketing" manuscripts.
RIVER OF FIRE:
The Rattlesnake Fire and the Mission Boys
It was late evening when the wind over a brush-choked canyon in northern California unexpectedly shifted and roared downhill. The Rattlesnake Fire had been burning since midday on the Mendocino National Forest. The fresh wind picked up embers from the wildfire and spun them down into the depths of the canyon, blowing into a torrent of fire. The sight mesmerized veteran firefighters. Long, fatal minutes passed before they remembered a group of twenty-four men working in the canyon below. The firefighters had hunkered down in a ravine to eat supper -- and had posted no lookouts. The alarm was raised, but it came late. Fifteen of the men began a race with fire down the canyon, while another nine scrambled upward toward safety on the ridge. Other firefighters watched in horror from canyon slopes as the river of fire hurtled down after the fifteen men and snuffed out their headlamps, one after another.
Published in the summer of 2018, this book was years in the making. Originally one of several stories in John Maclean's book Fire & Ashes, the story grew as more people connected with the story contacted Maclean and filled in details. A memorial was built on the site, connections with long-lost relatives were made, and the story was brought back to life with assistance of firefighters connected to the fire.
Sistah Knit
Readers have showered Ruthie Chisolm's first book with 5-star reviews:
"Come delight in this wonderful tale written to uplift, enlighten, and introduce you to a not often talked about craft that our womenfolk have engaged in for ages -- knitting! Sistah Knit is an awesome first publication by R.L. Chisolm that leaves you wanting more. Wanting to read more about positive influences in our Black communities, more about the ongoing development of these amazing female characters ... and wanting to read more of the drama that keeps us enveloped in their storylines from start to finish. Read about the Sistah Knit shop -- where anyone can arrive wealthy or weary and still feel like they are in their Auntie's home."
AnderssonPublishing helped edit and design this popular book, and we hope Ruthie's at work on her next one -- maybe a sequel!
November Below Heart Mountain: A Hunting Story
More than just a collection of hunting stories, NOVEMBER BELOW HEART MOUNTAIN is a coming-of-age journey in which Ben Walters, author of FIRE CREW: Stories from the Fireline, relates the "passing of the torch" across four generations. This book will conjure up memories for anyone who's hunted the Mountain West."Good read for anyone interested in why people like to hunt and the challenges and rewards associated with it. Also a great story about family, friends, and the personal journey of the author."
"This book was such a good read. I am familiar with most of the mountain areas he was hunting in and the picture of the beautiful scenery was brought back to me in full retrospect. Thanks, Ben, for writing this and hope to read many more of your works."
"A truly great book. Hunting isn't all about the killing, but all the other things that go with it. Most other hunting books are nothing but print versions of outdoor shows, where nobody ever misses a shot, private land, and giant deer. Good to see a guy be real about it."
FIRE CREW:
Stories from the Fireline Every year, thousands of young men and women think they would like a job as a wildland firefighter. And every year, tens of thousands of them do it -- they fight the summer battles of wildfire on the forests and grasslands of the West. Some die. Some have the times of their lives. And many forge lifelong friendships and collect the memories of a lifetime.This is the first book to vividly and honestly portray what it's really like-- from the spine-chilling fear of a wildfire entrapment to the simple joys of a warm meal and a chilled soda. From the steep mountainsides of Idaho to the sweltering humidity of Florida, Ben Walters tells the stories of the fires he fought and the friends he made during his years as a wildland firefighter. Published in 2011, this book remains one of Kelly's favorites.
Suddenly Fairies
This is not your typical fairy story. Ceramics artist Odessa Chase, plagued with migraine headaches, suddenly starts seeing things. First it's just pixies. But when the Fae of Faerie learn that she can see them in the Earthly Realm, they decide she could be a threat; they kidnap her and take her to the Land of the Fairies to determine her fate. As she travels the Realm of the Fae, she learns their ways, but she learns her fate almost too late -- she is to be the Prey for the WintersFeast celebration, chased to the death by the Goddess of the Hunt and her Horde of Hell-Wolves. If she survives, will she be allowed to return home? Will she even want to? Is it even possible to survive the magical madness of the Huntress?Case in Point 10:
Complete Case Interview Preparation The Wall Street Journal has referred to Marc Cosentino's best-selling Case in Point as the "MBA Bible."AnderssonPublishing has worked with Cosentino on several editions of his book, plus kindle versions of the books, and a couple of related books co-written by his best students.
Cosentino demystifies the consulting case interview, taking students inside a typical interview by exploring and explaining the various types of case questions and explaining his acclaimed Ivy Case System. His step-by-step lessons in this book give business students the confidence to confidently and skillfully answer even the most sophisticated cases. The book includes dozens of strategy cases, with case starts, exercises, and 21 ways to cut costs -- plus a special section on federal and nonprofit cases.
SHO-RAP HIGHWAY:
The Native American Firefighters of Wind River Native American tribes have for eons used fire to their advantage, and have also fought wildfires, but it wasn't till the 20th century that there were efforts by the U.S. government to organize Indian firefighting crews. In Sho-Rap Highway, author Robin Whiteplume details the earliest years of the fire crews of the Wind River Reservation in Wyoming -- and the Eastern Shoshone and Northern Arapaho men and women who fought fire all over the West. Whiteplume is an enrolled member of the Northern Arapaho Tribe of Wind River; he began firefighting in 1985 and worked with the Sho-Rap crews -- Type 2 Native American crews that included members of both the Eastern Shoshone and Northern Arapaho tribes of west-central Wyoming. Whiteplume, 52, no longer goes out on assignments with the Sho-Raps, but still works seasonally as an engine boss for a private contract fire company in Wyoming. He now focuses most of his time on developing wildland firefighter related arts and crafts. His fire career spanned three decades and included time as a fire prevention technician at Wind River.Falling from the Strings
A young man struggling to face reality finally comes to terms with the inner voice in his head that tries to protect him from the insanity of society. In FALLING FROM THE STRINGS he struggles with and finally resolves the darkness within, breaking the frayed strings that had for so long controlled him. First book by novelist H.J. Duffey.
Hunting Big Mule Deer:
How to Take the Best Buck of Your Life
With his boots on the ground and his eyes scanning rocky ridgelines across the West for more than 30 years, Robby Denning has more in-the-field trophy mule deer hunting experience than most. A humble student of nature, his understanding of the sport has been refined by trial and error, observation, and faithful persistence. Whether you're planning your first Western hunting adventure or you've already been bitten by the trophy mule deer bug, you will gain from this book an arsenal of proven tips and tactics, along with a renewed vigor to seek lonesome mountains in pursuit of the buck of a lifetime.
Robby Denning grew up in a mule deer hunting family just outside the small town of Iona, Idaho. He started hunting mule deer in the late 1970s, missing only one season in 35 years. At the age of 25, he gave up the pursuit of all other big game animals to focus on taking the best mule deer bucks possible. He began hunting the monarchs of the West on a do-it-yourself budget, scouting and hunting for about 60 days each year. Robby loves the hunt as much as the kill -- and the entire process from research to scouting to hunting to processing his own venison. He also writes for several national magazines and publishes weekly on his blog at Rokslide.com
Digital Vortex:
How Today's Market Leaders Can BeatDisruptive Competitors at Their Own Game 2017 WINNER, AXIOM BUSINESS BOOK AWARD
In this book, you will learn how to use the business models and strategies of startups to your own advantage. Instead of waiting to be disrupted, you can maximize the value of your existing businesses and move into profitable new ones. Most important, you will learn how to build the agility to anticipate threats, sense opportunities, and seize them before your rivals do.
In today's world there are two paths: navigating to a new digital future, or being engulfed by exponential competitive change. With recommendations backed by research with thousands of senior executives from market leaders and startups alike, this book gives you a compass to chart your own course -- to compete with disruptors and win.
AnderssonPublishing worked closely with editor Pete Gerardo and co-authors with the Global Center for Digital Business Transformation, an IMD and Cisco initiative to produce this award-winning book.
It's not chemo. It's therapy.
"When we learned that my wife Charlotte needed surgery to remove two large and potentially cancerous tumors from her abdomen, I did what a lot of people do these days. I sent an email alerting friends and family about our situation." Thus began Rob Huthnance's journey with his wife, and what would ultimately turn into a book that's helped many readers deal with a cancer diagnosis. "After Charlotte's surgery, I sent another email update. Toward the end of her hospital stay, I sent another. During this beginning stage of her excursion with cancer, many people encouraged me to set up a blog or join one of the websites where I could post updates for all to view. These propositions felt uncomfortable. In a world where social media can get out of control, we wanted to control our situation as best we could and decided against these avenues. I took charge of communication by drafting and sending an email every Friday."
Healthy Women Rock
How to Live the Life You Desire and Deserve,Lose Weight and Control Negative Thoughts To create a better future for yourself, you must believe that you deserve one. HEALTHY WOMEN ROCK, co-authored by this mother-and-son team, is a guide for your own transformation -- you will learn how to change your thoughts, change your body, change your finances, and create a healthy life. Terahshea McCray's expert advice will help you achieve your optimal fitness and weight loss goals. Actress, writer, and teacher Madeline McCray offers guidance that will inspire you to open your mind to the healthy possibilities, and help you understand that the life you want to live is already yours.
AnderssonPublishing worked with Madeline on this book and other projects, and Maddie remains a cherished friend to this day. Learn more about her and her work at MadelineMccray.com
Between Two Fires:
A Fire History of Contemporary America From a fire policy of prevention at all costs to today's restored burning -- or attempts at it -- this is America's history channeled through the story of wildland fire management. Renowned fire historian Stephen J. Pyne recounts a fire revolution of sorts, a legacy that began in the 1960s as a reaction to simple suppression and single-agency dominance of the U.S. Forest Service, maturing over the years into more enlightened programs of fire management. This book describes the counterrevolution of the 1980s that stalled the movement, the revival of reform after 1994, and the landscape of fire management that has evolved since then.This book "will be the history of record for wildfire management for the next several decades," said Lincoln Bramwell, chief historian with the U.S. Forest Service.
Morning Glory, Morning Glory
Why Do You Sleep at Night? From dawn to dusk, journey with the flower pixies to discover a tender lullaby that introduces children to a variety of flowers and explains the reasons that some flowers close at night. Written by award-winning author Donna Love, it features musical notation and luscious illustrations by Laura Love. Whether you read it as a poem or sing it as a song, this lullaby is a bedtime poem sure to delight!"All of Donna Love's books are ideal for kids ... and adults. They are well written, tell a warm interesting heartfelt story, and even manage to sneak in some education! The books are an easy read -- for kids and adults -- and the illustrations are simply beautiful." ~ Amazon review
Founding Leadership:
Lessons on Business and Personal LeadershipFrom the Men Who Brought You the American Revolution Dr. Brent Taylor's first book explains that history affords many models of strong, effective leadership. To many of us, the leaders of the American Revolution are distant men of myth -- stoic, heroic and unknowable. Though we take it for granted that they were brilliant, we rarely ask why. What distinguished them from their fellow citizens ... then and now? What practical lessons can they teach us about leadership and about realizing our own career and personal goals? Leading by example is intimately linked with great leadership. So are traits and skills such as self-awareness, perseverance, clear and persuasive communication, vision-casting, and the ability to act on a vision. Founding Leadership profiles nine of America's "Founding Fathers," as well as Meriwether Lewis and William Clark, focusing on how each used a key leadership tool to advance the dream of an independent and prosperous America ... or, in the case of Benedict Arnold, how he squandered these talents in service of his own ego.
Queen of Crop:
A Year in My Life After Weight Loss SurgeryTake one look at Zoe Belle's before and after photos, and you'll be convinced that weight loss surgery can work. Start reading her book, and you will be astounded by this woman. Her story is so familiar to thousands who know what it is to struggle with obesity -- and she struggled for most of her life. Genetics played a part, and lousy nutrition didn't help; as the years went on for Zoe, so did more weight. No matter what diet or program she tried, it didn't work, and she felt hopeless. She became the "Queen of Crop" -- a master at cropping herself or most of her body out of photos.
Zoe is now living a dream life, and having bariatric surgery (the vertical sleeve) allowed her to create that life. She lost over 80 lbs. (36 kilos) and became healthier and happier. She and her husband designed an entirely new chapter in their lives that could not have been possible in the body she had before surgery. Loaded with photos from around the world and paced with stories from her year-long diary after surgery, this book will inspire and encourage people who are seriously overweight to finally find success!
Defying Gravity:
Improve Your Vertical Jump and More for Volleyball Nicolas Roy, Team Canada indoor men's strength coach, has committed the last 10 years to coaching athletes on staying healthy and improving athletic potential -- especially vertical jump -- to dramatically improve their volleyball game. With his own techniques he's developed over the last decade, he shows athletes in this book how to become more healthy and powerful to DEFY GRAVITY!From amazon: "As a sports and fitness enthusiast, I believe Nicolas is really onto something here. Explosiveness off the block is key to so many sports, and in this book there are a plethora of ideas to improve that explosiveness, whether it's for increasing a vertical jump or coming off the starting blocks as a sprinter. Also, the importance of diet is addressed in this book. If you want clear and well-rounded explanations for improving your athletic abilities, GET THIS BOOK!"
Life Between the Tigers:
Zen Wisdom in Everyday English For many Zen students, contemplating koans and Zen parables is a vital part of the path to liberation. LIFE between the TIGERS is a non-traditional collection of Buddhist parables and Zen koans (paradoxes that challenge our perspectives on life and reality), edited and adapted for the modern Western reader.AnderssonPublishing worked with editors Kris Neely and Pete Gerardo on the re-write and editing of these traditional koans, designed the book cover, formatted the interior layout, and handled the kindle conversion of this ground-breaking book. In their original forms, many koans are set in times and places that are "alien" to most of us; they refer to traditions, locations, and histories that can confuse (and even deter) new students of Buddhism. In this book, classic stories have been edited into everyday English. Whatever your spiritual leanings, this book will challenge you to see something you previously could not or would not see, provoking insights both profound and prosaic.
FORKS IN THE TRAIL:
A Conservationist's Trek
to the Pinnacles of Natural Resource Leadership
Foreword by Char Miller
In the works since 2002 and finally published by the Boone and Crockett Club in 2015, this collection of stories from Jack Ward Thomas ranges from his childhood years in Texas to his later years as the 13th Chief of the U.S. Forest Service through his retirement years as Professor of Wildlife Conservation at the University of Montana. This book of his collected stories spans the decades, a conservation leader's perspectives on the development of wildlife management and habitat conservation in America during the second half of the 20th century.
- My talents as a storyteller were developed and honed over the years, with considerable practice. In the 1980s, I made the acquaintance of Kelly Andersson, a free-spirited young lady of many talents. Among her vocations and avocations were those of writer, artist, camp cook, outfitter -- and astute editor. She somehow finagled her way into going along on a couple of wilderness pack trips with my traveling partner Will H. "Bill" Brown and me. She handled my usual cooking chores. Bill handled the horses and packing. I was in charge of dishwashing, firewood, and storytelling. Kelly was fond of the stories I told around the campfires, and encouraged me to write these stories down. For many years, I refused, insisting to her that no one would be interested in reading them. But she continued to badger me about the stories over the years, and I finally acceded.
As I wrote down a story or two for her, beginning in about 2002, more stories would come to me. The more I wrote, the more I remembered. And with her prodding and encouragement (or hassling), I kept sending them to her, one or two at a time. After a while, I came to think that some of my children and grandchildren might enjoy the stories and maybe even hand them down to their offspring. After we'd accumulated a couple of dozen stories, the growing collection assumed the overall title in my computer files of "Stories for Kelly." After a few years the stories came to number over a hundred.
Somewhere in that process, Kelly suggested that "we" had a book on our hands. I asked her, perhaps a bit gruffly, "What's this 'we' stuff?" She smiled, perhaps a bit coyly, and told me that even great writers need editors. Pumped up by my sudden elevation to the status of "great writer," I agreed that maybe we did have a book on our hands and that, of course, she should fill the role of editor.
~ Jack Ward Thomas, 2013
ACTOR MUSCLE
Craft. Grit. Wit.
A Professional Guide to the Business of Acting
We worked with author and actress Bev Leech on developing her terrific manuscript, from rough draft through design and formatting of the interior to cover design, assistance with back-cover quotes, and upload to amazon. Bev brought her 30 years of professional experience to this actors' guide, which covers the business side of acting, finding an agent, building a résumé, contracts, and audition techniques for television and film. The book's garnered 5-star reviews on amazon, and Bev subsequently inked a contract with Dramatics Magazine/Educational Theatre Association to carry the book.
Your Family's Guide to a Secure Future
Ian King is the founder of The Family Legacy Solution™ and Ian King Financial Planning Ltd. With over ten years of experience, he helps clients develop solutions toward financial security, ranging from legacy and estate planning to retirement planning to long-term care planning. Ian King is a Fellow of the Personal Finance Society and a Chartered Financial Planner; he's achieved the status of Certified Financial Planner®. This book is for readers who wish to build a secure future for themselves and the people they care about. It is not an investment planning or retirement planning how-to guide, but an overview of the issues to address, with the assistance of a Financial Planner, to ensure that a financially secure future becomes your reality. The book offers detailed advice on transferring your values, time, and wisdom -- both during and after your lifetime.Salmon River Fire:
30 Years An Idaho Firefighter Stories of working as a wildland firefighter and volunteer firefighter in the scenic Salmon River area of Idaho. After working on fires throughout the Western United States, author John Sangster settled in central Idaho and has been a volunteer firefighter there for over 30 years. Some of his stories are funny, some are tragic. Grab your turnouts and hop on the engine and share in the exhilaration of a successful battle -- or the pain of a defeat.BUSINESS OWNER'S GUIDE
to Healthcare Reform and Group Insurance We worked with Scott Hafetz of Hafetz and Associates to produce his BUSINESS OWNER'S GUIDE to Healthcare Reform and Group Insurance, a comprehensive guide to new changes in insurance requirements and healthcare reform affecting business owners. Scott's book, edited by Pete Gerardo, explains how business owners can promote a healthier workforce, reduce workplace accidents, and keep costs under control. "I have put this book into action," said Alan Oberman with the John Brooks Recovery Center, "and as a result, I have a happier, healthier workforce for an affordable cost." Scott's 30 years in the business provides the background to this business owner's guide, and the book offers a detailed explanation of what businesses of all sizes need to know in this era of healthcare reform.MEET ME AT THE NET:
Stories from Steelhead Alley One of our favorite authors is Ed Novak; we took his manuscript on steelhead fishing in the Great Lakes region from a rough draft to a published book on amazon. MEET ME AT THE NET has received favorable reviews and has sold in both print form and kindle format -- online and in bookstores. For anyone who enjoys steelhead fishing or flyfishing or both, this collection of essays and fishing stories will be a book to savor.From the cold waters of Lake Erie up the rivers and streams of the Midwest, steelhead swim the currents in their annual journey to the fishing region known as Steelhead Alley. In this book author Ed Novak tells of the joys and the challenges -- and the sharing with friends and family -- of this incredible Great Lakes fishery. Not just another how-to book, but a collection of timeless stories that anglers of all ages will enjoy.
Upgrade Your Army Discharge:
A Brief Legal Guide We worked with author Michael Waddington to edit and format his book for publication on amazon. Michael is an internationally known criminal defense lawyer who defends military and high-profile cases. He has been reported on and quoted by major media sources worldwide including The New York Times, 60 Minutes, ABC Nightline, CNN, CNN Investigative Reports, and Good Morning America."Every military attorney should have this book. It is a must-have for anyone advising clients on any aspect of a discharge upgrade." ~ Attorney Duane Kees, Asa Hutchinson Law Group, PLC
"This book provides answers to questions about upgrading an Army discharge -- from an experienced professional. Michael Waddington's instructions are understandable and offer guidance for veterans needing help with the system." ~ Ernesto Gapasin, Attorney at Law, former U.S. Army JAG Lawyer
The Montana Ranch COOKHOUSE COOKBOOK
Kelly Andersson wrote this book during a stint she spent cooking on the Sieben Ranch north of Helena, Montana. The book includes hearty homemade meals, Peruvian specialties, Southwestern dishes, and a collection of recipes for homemade breads and pies. The book is available in both print and kindle format. Kelly has cooked in hunting camps in Oregon since 1983. She's cooked in wilderness firefighter camps, and she's managed kitchens in a retirement home, a coastal inn, a college blues bar, an Elks lodge, and several restaurants. Her recipes and cooking articles have been published in newspapers and magazines since 1989, and she's written and designed five cookbooks for author clients. Her editing and website design clients include individuals and companies in thirteen countries.FIRE ON THE MOUNTAIN:
The True Story of the South Canyon Fire John Maclean's first book, released in 2009, is the only one Kelly didn't edit. FIRE ON THE MOUNTAIN is subtitled "The True Story of The South Canyon Fire," and it is indeed the true story. Because the truth about what happened on that awful day in 1994 is so convoluted, so complex and multi-layered, and so strewn with conflicting viewpoints and cumulative errors and circumstances, writing the true story would have been impossible for anyone intimately involved with the fire. Maclean, however, brings his formidable background as a 30-year journalist to the story, and he makes the setting, the background, and the tragedy come alive for his readers. With meticulous attention to detail and the unflagging search for facts that only a professional journalist can bring to bear, Maclean waded through stacks and years of documents, reports, interviews, and background material to produce a book that exceeded all expectations. The subjects of the book -- wildland firefighters and wildland fire managers in state and federal land management agencies -- nearly all agree that it's an accurate portrayal of both the South Canyon Fire and also the world of wildland fire. It's honest, it's well researched, and it's a compellingly good read. It explains and answers the many questions that nagged those of us in fire after the 1994 season. If you're in fire, or you know someone who is, this book is mandatory.FIRE AND ASHES:
On the Front Lines of American Wildfire From Publishers Weekly: This collection of two long and two short essays on U.S. wildfire fighting displays the excellent reporting skills that made Maclean's first book a dazzling and popular success. ... The longest section is a reconstruction of the 1953 Rattlesnake Fire on California's Mendocino National Forest, which killed 15 wildland firefighters. Maclean's dogged pursuit of reconstructing some key assumptions about the fire makes this a thriller in disguise. The highlight of the book is the second long piece on the 1999 Sadler Fire in Nevada, which displays all the power of his earlier work through a highly charged and exciting account of a firefighting crew's disastrous encounter with an uncontrollable fire.In this book is the original short version of the story of the 1953 Rattlesnake Fire. Kelly pestered Maclean for years that it should be a movie, and over time he collected more information, more notes from family members of those who were killed on the fire. She introduced him to Kari Greer, and she made two trips to the Mendocino National Forest and the site of the fire. Several contributors added to the story, including retired hotshot and air attack Tony Duprey, fire meteorologist Chris Cuomo, and Mendocino Hotshot supes Daren Dalrymple, John Tishner, and Don Will. RIVER OF FIRE: The Rattlesnake Fire and the Mission Boys was released in the summer of 2018 at a smokejumper reunion in McCall.
THE THIRTYMILE FIRE:
A Chronicle of Bravery and BetrayalThis book, Maclean's third, has been called Biography of a Disaster.
"Author John N. Maclean has become the Bob Woodward of forest fires, the nation's chief chronicler of the misjudgments, equipment failures, and accumulating gaffes that lead to tragedy on the fireline. The Thirtymile Fire, his third book on fatal infernos and their victims, is pitilessly compelling, the sort of saga devoured in one horrified reading. Maclean diligently recounts the national repercussions of the blaze, which led to congressional hearings on fire safety, but his real interest is in wildfires themselves and those who fight them. 'They sign up,' he writes, 'for the adrenaline rush, for tuition money, for a break from spouses, and for the simple joy of being outside from the dawn of one day to the next.' By the end of Maclean's gripping account we know these people well enough to mourn them."
~ Anthony Brandt, National Geographic Adventure Magazine
THE ESPERANZA FIRE:
Arson, Murder, and the Agony of Engine 57 Maclean first visited the site of the Esperanza Fire in 2007, the spring after it occurred, and he has returned many times since. He covered the lengthy Oyler trial in Riverside, California, and he details both the trial and the fire in his fourth book. The Esperanza Fire marked the first time that an entire engine crew was killed by fire, and the first time that an arsonist was successfully prosecuted for murder for setting a wildland fire. The swift capture and lengthy trial are detailed in this book, which confronts the reader with a true villain who receives the maximum penalty for his crimes.During the penalty phase of his trial, the judge and jury would decide whether Oyler's conviction justified imposition of the death penalty. The older brother of one of the firefighters who was killed managed to express the rage of the survivors. "The way he died pisses me off," said Jason McLean. "If my brother would have died in a fire started by lightning, it would have been easier to deal with. My brother was murdered, and that's something I don't know how to deal with. He should not be dead. I have a rage that I can't even explain to you. He knew the risks of his job. It will never be right."